This year I...

- Celebrated my birthday watching a cheena movie with Kt.
- Got my first admin job at Great Eastern.
- Got posted to Serangoon JC via JAE.
- Miraculously got into Temasek Poly's Communications & Media Management using JPSAE, and I am ever so thankful for that.
- Made a ton of new friends in poly and I love them all Stef, Eudora, Jean, SL, Brenda, etc etc...
- Worked at Tommy Hilfiger with friends and earned my first ever paycheck exceeding 1k.
- Met with the shittiest month ever (which i am still trying to repair) and cried the most I've ever had in a year.


It's just 2 mins to the new year, I really hope everything is gonna be a blast. Thank you for everyone who has made everything possible I love you guys!

Happy New Year's Eve everybody.

I'm staying in tonight after dinner with friends & then watching the whole countdown shit on Channel 5.

No life, I know. I just hope things are gotta look up in the new year.


Have a great weekend, everyone!

Supposed to go out with my sister/Taufiq today. I gather both are sleeping, so I am attempting to do my assignments instead. Need to get out later to snap more pictures for photography though.

Anyway, tomorrow's per comm tut and we are supposed to dress up to the nines for inspection, but Stef tells me it's gonna be half day and there's no photog tut, so that means just going to school for one hour isn't it!!!!!!!!!!!


Hahahahahaha. Happiness rushing through my veins now.

I just wanna soak in the greatness of this week first. Just 1 day (Not including today!) to the new year. No partying plans for me, just dinner with friends. I reckon I deserve to spend a nice quiet new year with the family this year.

No mood to blog no mood to blog no mood to blog at all!

But anyway, just a couple of days to the brand new year. 2009 hasn't exactly been very pleasant, but I guess all sorts of shit happens for a reason.

That aside, are you lot excited??? What I am looking forward to is specifically CNY for the $$$ and also the signalling that the 2 months' end of term break is near. Everything else beyond that can be left to fate.

For now, it's just my second day back so I should not even be thinking of such things and focus on assignments, right?


Just pray everything is gonna be ok x.


/Edit

Sigh Gayo Daejun vids are keeping me awakeeeeeeee. Didn't bother with live streaming (I mean I don't see the point when you wait a bit and there are vids!!! allkpop has HD ones somemore, I heard!). It's a total 2PM show but I am a Super Generation shipper. Loved everything. SNSD in PJs was weird though.

I might not spazz so much anymore but I have it in me ok!!


For now, bedtime.

Honestly, it's a Christmas I'll never forget. And in just less than a week's time, 2010 is gonna hit us - full force.

I always procastinate while blogging so I am gonna try and keep myself on this page for as long as possible to finish this entry ASAP. I try not to blog halfheartedly even when I am tired but this is crazy hahah but here goes.

So yep...I won't lie here and say that I am feeling a hundred percent okay right now. In fact, I'm still raw in areas that I can't explain. But for now, just really, right at this moment (It can change any second.) I feel contented. I know it could change any minute, but I really just want to enjoy the peace I have within right now.

I really honestly thought I was not going to enjoy myself on Christmas. Everything just happened so quickly, and all the weight I've been shouldering for the past one month just collapsed on me two days before the Big Day for everyone. And it really sucked, to be in tears, having not enough sleep and feeling lost when everyone else were preparing for parties and whatnot.

But I pulled through. Thanks to the people who made it happen. You shall be rewarded with a lengthy post, and it makes me happy too, remembering the night's events!


Christmas leepover @ Lai Han's. Chong Aik, you were really greatly missed by us all. Waiting for you to come back and celebrate the new year with us!

Though it was really quite of a last minute thing (Lai Han and I decided about a week ago!), it was still the best party of the year because it was awesome to see so many people in one place. We had our gift exchange too, though it was kind of screwed up. But anyway, the general rule was to label your presents with a sentence or two telling the person who received your present a bit about yourself so you get to guess.

I got Lynn's and it was really funny because she was sitting right beside me and her present wrote, 'I have 6 eyes'. And I slowly turned to face her, her glasses, and her shirt with a pair of eyes on it!

Ok lah it doesn't sound half as decent here but it was really funny at the scene ok!!

And her present was 3 Kinder Joys! She told me she planned on giving 6 HAHAHA imagine me eating them all!

Anyway I gave 1 to Reb and 1 to Darien. It's called sharing.

So picturessssssss. All these from Lai Han's 1000D.


Camwhoring to the max. It was just crazily fun. Ok random divulge of photos first.



After coming back from prata. Us loserz didn't order in eventually. Haha but they didn't have milo dinosaur so bummer.



Reb trying to kill Toh. Why did she fail seriously? HAHAHA.









Rewatching our Tell Me Your Wish video when Chong Aik was with Lai Han and I. I think I was high I had no idea why I wanna embarrass myself to everyone LOL.



Lai Han's secret horde of toys.





And this is damn funny can or not? Everyone says Toh has 'Seen the light'! Like he became enlightened out of the blue. hahahahaa.



I was really in a bad mood last night so it's crazy how I can still do such things.



Girls!











Genie for your weesh. Lololol please look at Darien's face.






Then...out of the blue, Lai Han pulled on this SUPER WEIRD OUTFIT HAHAHAHAHAHA PLEASE LOOK AT THIS AND LAUGH.




































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We nearly died laughing. I mean. WHAT THE HECK!!?! HAHAHAHAAH.



More disturbing stuff. Everyone adores him seriously why???????????? You all are nuts.








Yes we get it, you are very happy.



Ummm...yeah. We really got it.



Lai Han attempting to scare her brother Wei Jun with her Hamtaro X Scary Old Man outfit. I seriously hate that mask it scares the shit out of me. And it's crazy gross! Plus the hair texture is how yours will be if you don't wash and comb it for a century HAHAH.





Then deciding she should pose for us somemore ahahahahah.



His face was epic when he opened the door. But who wouldn't right! Hahaha can you imagine having a sister who does things like that to you?


Lai Han, I still feel unnatural when your tall brother calls you jie.









And Wei Jun has an uncanny resemblance to Eden from our form class right, whoever from T04 is reading!

And we almost forgot that we were supposed to surprise Lynn for her birthday, which was on Christmas eve. It was only around 5 past Christmas we remembered and everyone started shrieking.

Happy Birthday Lynn! You are indeed blessed to have your birthday on the eve of Christmas.







Everyone of us ought to take more flattering photos of each other. But Lynn doesn't look bad ok, just damn surprised and happy?





And guess who this time?





And Elisa the reindeer poking the ugly fella.

I remember we did a whole bunch of other nonsense after that, including sing Christmas songs and play Twister. Lynn and I emerged the Twister champs because we played for like 15 minutes while everyone else were out in about 2?



Taking their job very seriously.








Still so happy.

But ok Lynn is win because her positions were all crazy while mine were nothing lah. There are a zillion pictures on Facebook just showcasing our butts because Lai Han has a thing for snapping ugly shots when we play Twister.




Group picture! Mwah I love you all.







And you know, Wei Jun took about 10 shots of us and most of the time only Lynn, Reb and I were focusing on looking at the camera (Those I posted are the best ones already, with one horrid one as an example to prove a point). What's new ah seriously people grow up grow up hahah.



Anyway, Darien got the fright out of his life for being the latecomer thanks to our ingenius mischief again. Everyone was like, 'Eh Darien should die la why is he coming so late?!!'
So they literally turned off the light and planted our night's mascot on the bed so that when he walked in he would be freaked by the insane seducer.








AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAHAH THIS IS JUST FRIGGIN FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYY. Most of the photos I took at his point were shaky cos I was laughing too bad. Even shutter speed and flash were redundant. I almost died!!!!!!


So after all the crying and screaming were over, we trooped downstairs to watch Up, then Reb went home and I forced everyone to play Monopoly Deal. So the first round, Lynn won and I told everyone that when the second round started, we should all sit in order of youngest to oldest so that we could start in order. So Darien, being the second youngest, took Lynn's place while she shifted beside me and he was convinced it was the spot with better fengshui.

In the end, he came SO close to winning but got pwned by Lynn. HAHAHA.

I have succeeded in convincing at least 3 people to buy the game, really. It is awesomeee.

Watched 17 Again through half-closed eyes then we all dragged ourselves back home. But it was awesome and I would do it all over again.

Lai Han, thanks for letting us stay over, and your place is amazing. I would stay there permanently if I had the choice.






Ok last normal, happy photo!


Am bushed now but this took me faster than expected!

Aite, gonna hit the hay, good night everyone! Enjoy your boxing day. ^^ Tomorrow I shall do my assignments and then meet coursemates at Clarke Quay for assignment and a belated Christmas celebration. Cheers!


I'm scared of what the future holds and the changes it may bring, but I resolve to take each day as it comes, because I know that I have awesome friends and that you guys make the journey worthwhile. I love you all, thank you for your texts, your hugs, your presents. Everything! I am nothing without you and I hope you all know how much you mean to me. This is the best Christmas present ever received - knowing I am loved. <3

Going to be so broke after this week but what the heck all it matters is that I am happy! Tomorrow is the big sleepover!! I can't wait, super excited. Especially when I haven't seen people like Darien for a long time. And it's just awesome to see everyone in 1 place.

Just got back from the doctor's and it's my first time eating meds for swelling. THROAT SWELLING URGH. I feel like a pig and a pain in the neck (pun intended!!).

It's time to make my Christmas wishes may they all come true.

Gonna meet the twins in a bit after 3 years. Finally! Can't wait to see you guys.

Will update this space later!


Happy 28th Monthsary. It's been so hard but at least we did.

Screw this shit. All of it.

When I think about it, I cannot help but declare that December has been the worst month of '09 for me.

1. Worse sore throat in history. No wait, I think it's an infection. Gonna go to a doctor tomorrow.

2. The most number of fights, awkward moments and sadness accumulated. Wonder when it's gonna ever get permanently better without comprimising too much.

3. Dropping my iPod and having to Gmask it.

4. Shortest holiday of the year. With assignments thrown in.

5. The one guy I love most might be leaving Suju.

:( I just feel the need to whine.

Sorry to all December lovers but I really think this month sucked for me. I hope to be better by Thursday in time for the sleepover and for Christmas.

What a very not-so-merry time of the year for poor me.


Gonna sleep early! G'night everyone.

It's pouring again and it looks like I'm not gonna be stepping out of the house. How can! This is the holiday I've stayed home most doing absolutely nothing but sleeping and being sick. Ahhhhhh this suck majorly.

Hopefully I can get out for some fresh air later. This is unacceptable.


/Edit

Accompanied Taufiq for his job interview and he has got the coolestttttt job in the world with SGD$4.50/hour as pay and working hours up till 4am. Tell me is that not the most amazing thing ever!!

Bought Monopoly Deal from the Takashimaya toy fair at only SGD$8.90. And it is the best SGD$8.90 ever spent! Evening spent at Starbucks getting pwned by him. But I am gonna get my revenge on Thursday during the sleepover. That is, if he is not working. I really hope he isn't and we can all have a Happy Christmas together.






Picture credits to Taufiq's 1000D!



P/S: All I want for Christmas is to be happy and for a great year ahead.



I am feeling...better! And although I have not made a backup of my data (My sister removed my desktop keyboard to lol play Audition), I have more or less tidied my room.

Clarke Quay yesterday was awesomeeeee. I seriously love the place to bits. Plus my mum was feeling the festive season and sponsored everything I bought.

On our way to Clarke Quay with my sister, whom I'm convinced is nothing like me but is still the best ever (When she is not being stupid, irritating, demanding...)






Can't believe it's already 5PM. Looking forward to dinner! :) Think I'm about to get hungry.

This year I...

- Celebrated my birthday watching a cheena movie with Kt.
- Got my first admin job at Great Eastern.
- Got posted to Serangoon JC via JAE.
- Miraculously got into Temasek Poly's Communications & Media Management using JPSAE, and I am ever so thankful for that.
- Made a ton of new friends in poly and I love them all Stef, Eudora, Jean, SL, Brenda, etc etc...
- Worked at Tommy Hilfiger with friends and earned my first ever paycheck exceeding 1k.
- Met with the shittiest month ever (which i am still trying to repair) and cried the most I've ever had in a year.


It's just 2 mins to the new year, I really hope everything is gonna be a blast. Thank you for everyone who has made everything possible I love you guys!

Happy New Year's Eve everybody.

I'm staying in tonight after dinner with friends & then watching the whole countdown shit on Channel 5.

No life, I know. I just hope things are gotta look up in the new year.


Have a great weekend, everyone!

Supposed to go out with my sister/Taufiq today. I gather both are sleeping, so I am attempting to do my assignments instead. Need to get out later to snap more pictures for photography though.

Anyway, tomorrow's per comm tut and we are supposed to dress up to the nines for inspection, but Stef tells me it's gonna be half day and there's no photog tut, so that means just going to school for one hour isn't it!!!!!!!!!!!


Hahahahahaha. Happiness rushing through my veins now.

I just wanna soak in the greatness of this week first. Just 1 day (Not including today!) to the new year. No partying plans for me, just dinner with friends. I reckon I deserve to spend a nice quiet new year with the family this year.

No mood to blog no mood to blog no mood to blog at all!

But anyway, just a couple of days to the brand new year. 2009 hasn't exactly been very pleasant, but I guess all sorts of shit happens for a reason.

That aside, are you lot excited??? What I am looking forward to is specifically CNY for the $$$ and also the signalling that the 2 months' end of term break is near. Everything else beyond that can be left to fate.

For now, it's just my second day back so I should not even be thinking of such things and focus on assignments, right?


Just pray everything is gonna be ok x.


/Edit

Sigh Gayo Daejun vids are keeping me awakeeeeeeee. Didn't bother with live streaming (I mean I don't see the point when you wait a bit and there are vids!!! allkpop has HD ones somemore, I heard!). It's a total 2PM show but I am a Super Generation shipper. Loved everything. SNSD in PJs was weird though.

I might not spazz so much anymore but I have it in me ok!!


For now, bedtime.

Honestly, it's a Christmas I'll never forget. And in just less than a week's time, 2010 is gonna hit us - full force.

I always procastinate while blogging so I am gonna try and keep myself on this page for as long as possible to finish this entry ASAP. I try not to blog halfheartedly even when I am tired but this is crazy hahah but here goes.

So yep...I won't lie here and say that I am feeling a hundred percent okay right now. In fact, I'm still raw in areas that I can't explain. But for now, just really, right at this moment (It can change any second.) I feel contented. I know it could change any minute, but I really just want to enjoy the peace I have within right now.

I really honestly thought I was not going to enjoy myself on Christmas. Everything just happened so quickly, and all the weight I've been shouldering for the past one month just collapsed on me two days before the Big Day for everyone. And it really sucked, to be in tears, having not enough sleep and feeling lost when everyone else were preparing for parties and whatnot.

But I pulled through. Thanks to the people who made it happen. You shall be rewarded with a lengthy post, and it makes me happy too, remembering the night's events!


Christmas leepover @ Lai Han's. Chong Aik, you were really greatly missed by us all. Waiting for you to come back and celebrate the new year with us!

Though it was really quite of a last minute thing (Lai Han and I decided about a week ago!), it was still the best party of the year because it was awesome to see so many people in one place. We had our gift exchange too, though it was kind of screwed up. But anyway, the general rule was to label your presents with a sentence or two telling the person who received your present a bit about yourself so you get to guess.

I got Lynn's and it was really funny because she was sitting right beside me and her present wrote, 'I have 6 eyes'. And I slowly turned to face her, her glasses, and her shirt with a pair of eyes on it!

Ok lah it doesn't sound half as decent here but it was really funny at the scene ok!!

And her present was 3 Kinder Joys! She told me she planned on giving 6 HAHAHA imagine me eating them all!

Anyway I gave 1 to Reb and 1 to Darien. It's called sharing.

So picturessssssss. All these from Lai Han's 1000D.


Camwhoring to the max. It was just crazily fun. Ok random divulge of photos first.



After coming back from prata. Us loserz didn't order in eventually. Haha but they didn't have milo dinosaur so bummer.



Reb trying to kill Toh. Why did she fail seriously? HAHAHA.









Rewatching our Tell Me Your Wish video when Chong Aik was with Lai Han and I. I think I was high I had no idea why I wanna embarrass myself to everyone LOL.



Lai Han's secret horde of toys.





And this is damn funny can or not? Everyone says Toh has 'Seen the light'! Like he became enlightened out of the blue. hahahahaa.



I was really in a bad mood last night so it's crazy how I can still do such things.



Girls!











Genie for your weesh. Lololol please look at Darien's face.






Then...out of the blue, Lai Han pulled on this SUPER WEIRD OUTFIT HAHAHAHAHAHA PLEASE LOOK AT THIS AND LAUGH.




































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We nearly died laughing. I mean. WHAT THE HECK!!?! HAHAHAHAAH.



More disturbing stuff. Everyone adores him seriously why???????????? You all are nuts.








Yes we get it, you are very happy.



Ummm...yeah. We really got it.



Lai Han attempting to scare her brother Wei Jun with her Hamtaro X Scary Old Man outfit. I seriously hate that mask it scares the shit out of me. And it's crazy gross! Plus the hair texture is how yours will be if you don't wash and comb it for a century HAHAH.





Then deciding she should pose for us somemore ahahahahah.



His face was epic when he opened the door. But who wouldn't right! Hahaha can you imagine having a sister who does things like that to you?


Lai Han, I still feel unnatural when your tall brother calls you jie.









And Wei Jun has an uncanny resemblance to Eden from our form class right, whoever from T04 is reading!

And we almost forgot that we were supposed to surprise Lynn for her birthday, which was on Christmas eve. It was only around 5 past Christmas we remembered and everyone started shrieking.

Happy Birthday Lynn! You are indeed blessed to have your birthday on the eve of Christmas.







Everyone of us ought to take more flattering photos of each other. But Lynn doesn't look bad ok, just damn surprised and happy?





And guess who this time?





And Elisa the reindeer poking the ugly fella.

I remember we did a whole bunch of other nonsense after that, including sing Christmas songs and play Twister. Lynn and I emerged the Twister champs because we played for like 15 minutes while everyone else were out in about 2?



Taking their job very seriously.








Still so happy.

But ok Lynn is win because her positions were all crazy while mine were nothing lah. There are a zillion pictures on Facebook just showcasing our butts because Lai Han has a thing for snapping ugly shots when we play Twister.




Group picture! Mwah I love you all.







And you know, Wei Jun took about 10 shots of us and most of the time only Lynn, Reb and I were focusing on looking at the camera (Those I posted are the best ones already, with one horrid one as an example to prove a point). What's new ah seriously people grow up grow up hahah.



Anyway, Darien got the fright out of his life for being the latecomer thanks to our ingenius mischief again. Everyone was like, 'Eh Darien should die la why is he coming so late?!!'
So they literally turned off the light and planted our night's mascot on the bed so that when he walked in he would be freaked by the insane seducer.








AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAHAH THIS IS JUST FRIGGIN FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYY. Most of the photos I took at his point were shaky cos I was laughing too bad. Even shutter speed and flash were redundant. I almost died!!!!!!


So after all the crying and screaming were over, we trooped downstairs to watch Up, then Reb went home and I forced everyone to play Monopoly Deal. So the first round, Lynn won and I told everyone that when the second round started, we should all sit in order of youngest to oldest so that we could start in order. So Darien, being the second youngest, took Lynn's place while she shifted beside me and he was convinced it was the spot with better fengshui.

In the end, he came SO close to winning but got pwned by Lynn. HAHAHA.

I have succeeded in convincing at least 3 people to buy the game, really. It is awesomeee.

Watched 17 Again through half-closed eyes then we all dragged ourselves back home. But it was awesome and I would do it all over again.

Lai Han, thanks for letting us stay over, and your place is amazing. I would stay there permanently if I had the choice.






Ok last normal, happy photo!


Am bushed now but this took me faster than expected!

Aite, gonna hit the hay, good night everyone! Enjoy your boxing day. ^^ Tomorrow I shall do my assignments and then meet coursemates at Clarke Quay for assignment and a belated Christmas celebration. Cheers!


I'm scared of what the future holds and the changes it may bring, but I resolve to take each day as it comes, because I know that I have awesome friends and that you guys make the journey worthwhile. I love you all, thank you for your texts, your hugs, your presents. Everything! I am nothing without you and I hope you all know how much you mean to me. This is the best Christmas present ever received - knowing I am loved. <3

Going to be so broke after this week but what the heck all it matters is that I am happy! Tomorrow is the big sleepover!! I can't wait, super excited. Especially when I haven't seen people like Darien for a long time. And it's just awesome to see everyone in 1 place.

Just got back from the doctor's and it's my first time eating meds for swelling. THROAT SWELLING URGH. I feel like a pig and a pain in the neck (pun intended!!).

It's time to make my Christmas wishes may they all come true.

Gonna meet the twins in a bit after 3 years. Finally! Can't wait to see you guys.

Will update this space later!


Happy 28th Monthsary. It's been so hard but at least we did.

Screw this shit. All of it.

When I think about it, I cannot help but declare that December has been the worst month of '09 for me.

1. Worse sore throat in history. No wait, I think it's an infection. Gonna go to a doctor tomorrow.

2. The most number of fights, awkward moments and sadness accumulated. Wonder when it's gonna ever get permanently better without comprimising too much.

3. Dropping my iPod and having to Gmask it.

4. Shortest holiday of the year. With assignments thrown in.

5. The one guy I love most might be leaving Suju.

:( I just feel the need to whine.

Sorry to all December lovers but I really think this month sucked for me. I hope to be better by Thursday in time for the sleepover and for Christmas.

What a very not-so-merry time of the year for poor me.


Gonna sleep early! G'night everyone.

It's pouring again and it looks like I'm not gonna be stepping out of the house. How can! This is the holiday I've stayed home most doing absolutely nothing but sleeping and being sick. Ahhhhhh this suck majorly.

Hopefully I can get out for some fresh air later. This is unacceptable.


/Edit

Accompanied Taufiq for his job interview and he has got the coolestttttt job in the world with SGD$4.50/hour as pay and working hours up till 4am. Tell me is that not the most amazing thing ever!!

Bought Monopoly Deal from the Takashimaya toy fair at only SGD$8.90. And it is the best SGD$8.90 ever spent! Evening spent at Starbucks getting pwned by him. But I am gonna get my revenge on Thursday during the sleepover. That is, if he is not working. I really hope he isn't and we can all have a Happy Christmas together.






Picture credits to Taufiq's 1000D!



P/S: All I want for Christmas is to be happy and for a great year ahead.



I am feeling...better! And although I have not made a backup of my data (My sister removed my desktop keyboard to lol play Audition), I have more or less tidied my room.

Clarke Quay yesterday was awesomeeeee. I seriously love the place to bits. Plus my mum was feeling the festive season and sponsored everything I bought.

On our way to Clarke Quay with my sister, whom I'm convinced is nothing like me but is still the best ever (When she is not being stupid, irritating, demanding...)






Can't believe it's already 5PM. Looking forward to dinner! :) Think I'm about to get hungry.