Some divulging of random thoughts:

1. 1 week to the big BMR paper. Can't wait to get it over and done with so I can focus on work and earning big bucks hehe.

2. Honestly I think I need to set up different savings fund. Like one for the upcoming concerts (I heard SM Town might be coming down too omg omg!), clothes, books, food...you get the drift. But for now I'll just focus on concert-saving, and Cher you better still be doing that too hahahah. My sister was really nice though, offering to lend me money if the tickets come out earlier than my pay does.

3. It's been nearly a week since YOG passed and I seriously kinda regret not being a part of it this year. A historical moment in SG youth history and I missed out on it! Still, bound to be more opportunities in the future to be an active part of society.

4. And...Really can't wait to dance again this week.

5. Where are you?!??

Ok so I am gonna be really determined this month because of the obscene amount of money I have to spend in the coming weeks so...

THIS IS A TIME TO REALLY SAVE, AND I MEAN IT!

Actually I have never seen Cher so determined to save before for a CONCERT HAHAHAHA so I should be inspired and also try my best. Plus I really hope I won't spend my work money because it's crazily depressing. :(

One good thing is that I am going with Liyun to watch the Hangeng showcase! He was my first Kpop love. I don't know if you can count that as Kpop love though since he isn't Korean. But he made me love and appreciate so many things about Kpop till today - when he is no longer a part of it. Can't wait to see him in person! Plus we will be able to speak to him in Chinese!! Hopefully everything turns out really well on the day.

And F1 training starts next week. Actually, long hours tire me but for the sake of $$$, it's definitely worth it. So besides that, I agreed to help my mum out at her stall and am giving tuition on the side. Never felt more hardworking in my life!


Hope this all pays off and may Oct be a fabulous month when it arrives while I slog my guts away this Sep!


Cherrrr, I love you everyday stay strong!


Heading out now to meet Stef to watch Step Up 3 and possibly get my phone changed hehe.


Have a great week ahead, all!



I feel like I can't differentiate my weekends from weekdays anymore. The holiday syndrome dun dun dun.

Anyway, very short post because I just wanted to announce I am selling this!





Have no idea why I bought it. Just because it's cute I think. HAHAHA but I have zero use for it so PM me if you would like to buy it!



/Edit

Decided to give it to Ger! Heheheeh.

This is me being a fangirl right now and dying over the fact I can not be in Seoul right now soaking up the atmosphere of SMTOWN LIVE '10.



I swear one day I will attend the biggest concert of my life and it will be an SMTOWN concert. Why? Because it would be a concert of artistes that I spent the most important years of my life growing up with - And hopefully during that time my favourite artistes will still be there.

How can anyone not like Kpop? It's universal and the shit and drama is real, yet all the while the artistes still remain gold.



2010 SMTown Live schedule + song list:

1) “Power Special 2010〃 – Special guest appearance & Start of concert

2) “Over the Rainbow” – Victoria, Luna(f(x) members)-

3) “Bad Love” – TRAX

4) “토요일 (Saturday)”- Jang Ri-in

5) “내가 사랑했던 이름” – Onew, Jonghyun(SHINee members)

6) “Ring Ding Dong” – SHINee

7) “그 해 여름 (That Summer)” – Kangta

“어느날 가슴이 말했다” – Kangta

9) “우리… (Our) – Kangta

10) “미인아 (Bonamana)” – Super Junior

11) “Super Girl” – Super Junior

12) “No Other” – Super Junior

Concert break.

13) “Volume Battle” – Yesung, Kangta, Luna, Jonghyun, Taeyeon, Jang Ri-in

14) “Dance Battle” – Eunhyuk, BoA, Yunho, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Taemin

15) “BATTLE SPECIAL” – Kangta , Luna, Yesung, Jonghyun, Taeyon, Jang Ri-in, BoA, Yunho, Yuri, Eunhyuk, Hyoyeon, Taemin

Concert continues.

16) “Eat You Up” – BoA

17) “Energetic” – BoA

18) “No Dance No Life” – BoA

19) “Music For You” – BoA, Kangta, Yunho, Changmin, Super junior, SNSD, SHINee, f(x), TRAX, Jang Ri-in

20) “가슴이 차가운 남자” – TRAX

21) “Moving On” – Jang Ri-in

22) “JoJo” – SHINee

23) “Sorry” – f(x)

24) “In My Dream” – Super Junior

*Introduce SNSD

25) “Star Star Star” – SNSD

26) “Oh!” – SNSD

27) “Tell Me Your Wish” – SNSD

28) “Gee” – SNSD

29) “Into The New World” – SNSD

30) “Run Devil Run” – SNSD

*Introduce Yunho

31) “Crazy Life” – Yunho

32) “Wild Soul” – Changmin

33) “단순한” – Yunho & Changmin

34) Dance SHOW*** Modern Dance/Jazz Dance – Yunho & Changmin

35) “Mideoyo (I Believe)” – Yunho & Changmin

*Introduce Super Junior, SHINee, f(x)

36) “U” – Super Junior

37) “너라고 (It’s You)” – Super Junior

38) “Wonder Boys” – Super Junior

39) “Marry Me” – Super Junior

40) “Y.O.U” – SHINee

41) “니가 맘에 들어 (Talk To You)” – SHINee

42) “산소같은 너 (Love Like Oxygen)” – SHINee

43) “줄리엣 (Juliette) – SHINee

44) “One Year Later” – Jessica, Onew

45) “TOXIC” – SNSD

46) “Nu ABO” – f(x)

47) “La ChA tA” – f(x)

48) “Mr. Boogie” – f(x)

49) “Chocolate Love” – f(x)

50) “Love Me” – Jang Ri-in

51) “연인이여 (Happiness’ Left Shore)” – Jang Ri-in

52) “Cold Rain” – TRAX

53) “One Night” – TRAX

54) “나 속인거 아니지？” – Typhoon (TRAX)”

55) Guitar solo – X-Mas (TRAX)”

*Introduce whole of SMTown

56) “Yesterday” – Kangta, BoA

57) “Summer Vacation” – SMTown

58) “Dreams Come True” – SMTown

59) “여름이 좋아” – SMTown

60) Finale

Credits to here!


---

Now tell me, 6 hours and 80 songs, how is this not gonna be one epic concert?!!!

Have been listening to this on replay ever since it came out. ^^



Tuition in a bit, let's hope the kid is nice!

It's Monday today and I am well-rested after an entire weekend of mingling with the stars...sort of anyway. Major thanks to TP and Mich for helping us snag tickets to the BEAST, 4MINUTE and The Click 5 at celebations @ Marina Bay!

We also went to SCAPE on Saturday to watch them sing a couple of songs and get a signed poster.

The Click 5 is almost old skool to me since it has been AGES since I've listened to their songs. But they're still going strong!

















Anyway, I'm beginning to realise that as my hair grows longer it begins to resemble grass again. Sigh when are my hair problems ever gonna end!

I know it's tough, I do. I haven't been through it the way you do but I've been beat up about matters of the heart, have felt like I was dying and am still figuring out just about how on Earth I will ever be able to trust someone like that anymore. My mum says I'm always gonna think like an 18 year old - and maybe that is a good thing. Because that means one day I will be able to handle myself better.

And I know sometimes it's easier to just stay in one spot and not move, but I hope you will be able to find your place soon. I know that you know what I am saying as well, that I am just only here to remind you sometimes whenever you need me. I know you need to fill the emptiness of your heart - we all do. It's just a matter of when and where and just trust me, even if it's not gonna be anytime soon, it will be one day. Just take that leap of faith with me, because I know you are scared, and I am scared too, but we are young and not burderned, and even if right now everything seems like it's crap - deep down inside we know that we are better off than so many others. You are so smart, so beautiful and somebody I look up to every day of my life. Maybe it doesn't mean anything and I know I will not take a place that is not mine, but I will never let you fall.

So just promise me you won't ever give up on yourself and always believe that everything is gonna be okay in the end and if it's not okay, it's not the end.

I love you <3

For the past 2 days, I've been having serious trouble getting out of bed and I figured it's due to the fact that my body has somewhat registered that it IS after all, the holidays - and wants me to sleep in as much as possible.

Alright but honestly I am planning to make good use of this holiday to:

1. Make $$$ to $pend and $ave.
2. EXERCISE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SERIOUSLY GROWING FAT.
3. Watch a lot of movies and TV shows.

I seriously can't wait to get around to all the sleep I can ever have. <3<3<3

Sometimes I'm just scared of what I absolutely have no clue about.

And so there goes another weekend - and it's National Day tomorrow!

Finally after spending a whole Saturday in sleeping after Friday's party, I met Cher today to accompany her to her cousin's place to gym. Desperately wanted to run today but after dance on Friday my legs feel like they have been replaced with jelly. So my sister recommended Salonpas but now I look like I'm an old woman ahahah but it's all good! Was supposed to meet CA after my morning with Cher but we decided to meet another day so I went to Everything With Fries with her.

CA, we can go again when we meet okay! I won't ditch ya hehe.

Anyway Friday was a complete whirl for me, waking up at 6AM in the morning just to hitch a ride from my dad to school, then ridiculously reaching at 7AM and ended up eating Macs breakfast with Jon. So it was a rush to finish SingCam and THEN audiopro and..................WE WERE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Well, almost. If not for the individual assignment due next week but HELLO HOLIDAYS!

Then it was a rush for dance and then to Melly's place and home at around 2am.

So piccys over my weekend:





With friends at Melly's party. Btw Melly has a friggin pool table in one of the rooms upstairs...











Horribly long wait for our food. :(











My tandoori chicken sandwich. I seem to have a penchant for sandwiches cos the last time I went there I ate the ham & cheese with CA. But they're both good! Think the chicken's tastier though.



And Cher's Grilled Pork Chop.



Nutella tart. It seemed to taste better the first time round. :( Or maybe cos we had ice cream too.



Sigh and feeling so wistful now. Why do some girls have all the luck?

I want the kind of guy who will...

Watch Korean variety shows with me late at night and not judge me, buy me books instead of clothes, go jogging with me in the evenings, spend lazy afternoons just talking about anything under the sun and sleeping in every morning.

I'm just saying.

I can't help but feel so many people are two-faced and it makes me wonder who they really are. Maybe it's just a matter of behaving different depending on who one hangs out with, but sometimes seeing a certain side of people kind of marks my impression of them for life.

That aside, I'm having the time of my life (for now) and I'm finally starting to run again. Felt like crap when I stopped cos my heart literally felt like it was on fire but I'm glad to be up and moving again. Signing up hiphop 2 tomorrow! Cannot waittttttt.

And I slept a whole lot today = the entire afternoon. Bliss. Then my sis and I went grocery shopping to make our own ramly burgers after running hehe. I think we spend the most amount of money on food. Crazy girl runs a whole lot faster than me that I feel like an old lady lagging behind too.








Can't believe we're sisters. Haha! She's so tanned and I'm as white as a sheet. Edward Cullen's ugly girlfriend. Look at my eyebags...

Also! SHINee won Mubank yesterday and Onew cried buckets, thus being unable to show his face in any of the pictures below but hehe I'm still so happy.





Hehe I want a cake like this for my birthday too. Personalised to the max.





Sighhh was watching SHINee's Yunhanam again yesterday and I really miss their old hair, when it was all just boringly straight and flat they looked so cute! I'm getting used to Key's hair but...mhmm.






Picture credits to Omonatheydidnt.

Last week of school next week and then 3 weeks of studying for the BMR exam. Life is gooooood.



And happy birthday to brighten than gems Tiffany on your 21st birthday! Your birthday marks the 1st of August...goodness. Just 5 more months to the end of the year. Just 5 more...

Some divulging of random thoughts:

1. 1 week to the big BMR paper. Can't wait to get it over and done with so I can focus on work and earning big bucks hehe.

2. Honestly I think I need to set up different savings fund. Like one for the upcoming concerts (I heard SM Town might be coming down too omg omg!), clothes, books, food...you get the drift. But for now I'll just focus on concert-saving, and Cher you better still be doing that too hahahah. My sister was really nice though, offering to lend me money if the tickets come out earlier than my pay does.

3. It's been nearly a week since YOG passed and I seriously kinda regret not being a part of it this year. A historical moment in SG youth history and I missed out on it! Still, bound to be more opportunities in the future to be an active part of society.

4. And...Really can't wait to dance again this week.

5. Where are you?!??

Ok so I am gonna be really determined this month because of the obscene amount of money I have to spend in the coming weeks so...

THIS IS A TIME TO REALLY SAVE, AND I MEAN IT!

Actually I have never seen Cher so determined to save before for a CONCERT HAHAHAHA so I should be inspired and also try my best. Plus I really hope I won't spend my work money because it's crazily depressing. :(

One good thing is that I am going with Liyun to watch the Hangeng showcase! He was my first Kpop love. I don't know if you can count that as Kpop love though since he isn't Korean. But he made me love and appreciate so many things about Kpop till today - when he is no longer a part of it. Can't wait to see him in person! Plus we will be able to speak to him in Chinese!! Hopefully everything turns out really well on the day.

And F1 training starts next week. Actually, long hours tire me but for the sake of $$$, it's definitely worth it. So besides that, I agreed to help my mum out at her stall and am giving tuition on the side. Never felt more hardworking in my life!


Hope this all pays off and may Oct be a fabulous month when it arrives while I slog my guts away this Sep!


Cherrrr, I love you everyday stay strong!


Heading out now to meet Stef to watch Step Up 3 and possibly get my phone changed hehe.


Have a great week ahead, all!



I feel like I can't differentiate my weekends from weekdays anymore. The holiday syndrome dun dun dun.

Anyway, very short post because I just wanted to announce I am selling this!





Have no idea why I bought it. Just because it's cute I think. HAHAHA but I have zero use for it so PM me if you would like to buy it!



/Edit

Decided to give it to Ger! Heheheeh.

This is me being a fangirl right now and dying over the fact I can not be in Seoul right now soaking up the atmosphere of SMTOWN LIVE '10.



I swear one day I will attend the biggest concert of my life and it will be an SMTOWN concert. Why? Because it would be a concert of artistes that I spent the most important years of my life growing up with - And hopefully during that time my favourite artistes will still be there.

How can anyone not like Kpop? It's universal and the shit and drama is real, yet all the while the artistes still remain gold.



2010 SMTown Live schedule + song list:

1) “Power Special 2010〃 – Special guest appearance & Start of concert

2) “Over the Rainbow” – Victoria, Luna(f(x) members)-

3) “Bad Love” – TRAX

4) “토요일 (Saturday)”- Jang Ri-in

5) “내가 사랑했던 이름” – Onew, Jonghyun(SHINee members)

6) “Ring Ding Dong” – SHINee

7) “그 해 여름 (That Summer)” – Kangta

“어느날 가슴이 말했다” – Kangta

9) “우리… (Our) – Kangta

10) “미인아 (Bonamana)” – Super Junior

11) “Super Girl” – Super Junior

12) “No Other” – Super Junior

Concert break.

13) “Volume Battle” – Yesung, Kangta, Luna, Jonghyun, Taeyeon, Jang Ri-in

14) “Dance Battle” – Eunhyuk, BoA, Yunho, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Taemin

15) “BATTLE SPECIAL” – Kangta , Luna, Yesung, Jonghyun, Taeyon, Jang Ri-in, BoA, Yunho, Yuri, Eunhyuk, Hyoyeon, Taemin

Concert continues.

16) “Eat You Up” – BoA

17) “Energetic” – BoA

18) “No Dance No Life” – BoA

19) “Music For You” – BoA, Kangta, Yunho, Changmin, Super junior, SNSD, SHINee, f(x), TRAX, Jang Ri-in

20) “가슴이 차가운 남자” – TRAX

21) “Moving On” – Jang Ri-in

22) “JoJo” – SHINee

23) “Sorry” – f(x)

24) “In My Dream” – Super Junior

*Introduce SNSD

25) “Star Star Star” – SNSD

26) “Oh!” – SNSD

27) “Tell Me Your Wish” – SNSD

28) “Gee” – SNSD

29) “Into The New World” – SNSD

30) “Run Devil Run” – SNSD

*Introduce Yunho

31) “Crazy Life” – Yunho

32) “Wild Soul” – Changmin

33) “단순한” – Yunho & Changmin

34) Dance SHOW*** Modern Dance/Jazz Dance – Yunho & Changmin

35) “Mideoyo (I Believe)” – Yunho & Changmin

*Introduce Super Junior, SHINee, f(x)

36) “U” – Super Junior

37) “너라고 (It’s You)” – Super Junior

38) “Wonder Boys” – Super Junior

39) “Marry Me” – Super Junior

40) “Y.O.U” – SHINee

41) “니가 맘에 들어 (Talk To You)” – SHINee

42) “산소같은 너 (Love Like Oxygen)” – SHINee

43) “줄리엣 (Juliette) – SHINee

44) “One Year Later” – Jessica, Onew

45) “TOXIC” – SNSD

46) “Nu ABO” – f(x)

47) “La ChA tA” – f(x)

48) “Mr. Boogie” – f(x)

49) “Chocolate Love” – f(x)

50) “Love Me” – Jang Ri-in

51) “연인이여 (Happiness’ Left Shore)” – Jang Ri-in

52) “Cold Rain” – TRAX

53) “One Night” – TRAX

54) “나 속인거 아니지？” – Typhoon (TRAX)”

55) Guitar solo – X-Mas (TRAX)”

*Introduce whole of SMTown

56) “Yesterday” – Kangta, BoA

57) “Summer Vacation” – SMTown

58) “Dreams Come True” – SMTown

59) “여름이 좋아” – SMTown

60) Finale

Credits to here!


---

Now tell me, 6 hours and 80 songs, how is this not gonna be one epic concert?!!!

Have been listening to this on replay ever since it came out. ^^



Tuition in a bit, let's hope the kid is nice!

It's Monday today and I am well-rested after an entire weekend of mingling with the stars...sort of anyway. Major thanks to TP and Mich for helping us snag tickets to the BEAST, 4MINUTE and The Click 5 at celebations @ Marina Bay!

We also went to SCAPE on Saturday to watch them sing a couple of songs and get a signed poster.

The Click 5 is almost old skool to me since it has been AGES since I've listened to their songs. But they're still going strong!

















Anyway, I'm beginning to realise that as my hair grows longer it begins to resemble grass again. Sigh when are my hair problems ever gonna end!

I know it's tough, I do. I haven't been through it the way you do but I've been beat up about matters of the heart, have felt like I was dying and am still figuring out just about how on Earth I will ever be able to trust someone like that anymore. My mum says I'm always gonna think like an 18 year old - and maybe that is a good thing. Because that means one day I will be able to handle myself better.

And I know sometimes it's easier to just stay in one spot and not move, but I hope you will be able to find your place soon. I know that you know what I am saying as well, that I am just only here to remind you sometimes whenever you need me. I know you need to fill the emptiness of your heart - we all do. It's just a matter of when and where and just trust me, even if it's not gonna be anytime soon, it will be one day. Just take that leap of faith with me, because I know you are scared, and I am scared too, but we are young and not burderned, and even if right now everything seems like it's crap - deep down inside we know that we are better off than so many others. You are so smart, so beautiful and somebody I look up to every day of my life. Maybe it doesn't mean anything and I know I will not take a place that is not mine, but I will never let you fall.

So just promise me you won't ever give up on yourself and always believe that everything is gonna be okay in the end and if it's not okay, it's not the end.

I love you <3

For the past 2 days, I've been having serious trouble getting out of bed and I figured it's due to the fact that my body has somewhat registered that it IS after all, the holidays - and wants me to sleep in as much as possible.

Alright but honestly I am planning to make good use of this holiday to:

1. Make $$$ to $pend and $ave.
2. EXERCISE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW BECAUSE I AM SERIOUSLY GROWING FAT.
3. Watch a lot of movies and TV shows.

I seriously can't wait to get around to all the sleep I can ever have. <3<3<3

Sometimes I'm just scared of what I absolutely have no clue about.

And so there goes another weekend - and it's National Day tomorrow!

Finally after spending a whole Saturday in sleeping after Friday's party, I met Cher today to accompany her to her cousin's place to gym. Desperately wanted to run today but after dance on Friday my legs feel like they have been replaced with jelly. So my sister recommended Salonpas but now I look like I'm an old woman ahahah but it's all good! Was supposed to meet CA after my morning with Cher but we decided to meet another day so I went to Everything With Fries with her.

CA, we can go again when we meet okay! I won't ditch ya hehe.

Anyway Friday was a complete whirl for me, waking up at 6AM in the morning just to hitch a ride from my dad to school, then ridiculously reaching at 7AM and ended up eating Macs breakfast with Jon. So it was a rush to finish SingCam and THEN audiopro and..................WE WERE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Well, almost. If not for the individual assignment due next week but HELLO HOLIDAYS!

Then it was a rush for dance and then to Melly's place and home at around 2am.

So piccys over my weekend:





With friends at Melly's party. Btw Melly has a friggin pool table in one of the rooms upstairs...











Horribly long wait for our food. :(











My tandoori chicken sandwich. I seem to have a penchant for sandwiches cos the last time I went there I ate the ham & cheese with CA. But they're both good! Think the chicken's tastier though.



And Cher's Grilled Pork Chop.



Nutella tart. It seemed to taste better the first time round. :( Or maybe cos we had ice cream too.



Sigh and feeling so wistful now. Why do some girls have all the luck?

I want the kind of guy who will...

Watch Korean variety shows with me late at night and not judge me, buy me books instead of clothes, go jogging with me in the evenings, spend lazy afternoons just talking about anything under the sun and sleeping in every morning.

I'm just saying.

I can't help but feel so many people are two-faced and it makes me wonder who they really are. Maybe it's just a matter of behaving different depending on who one hangs out with, but sometimes seeing a certain side of people kind of marks my impression of them for life.

That aside, I'm having the time of my life (for now) and I'm finally starting to run again. Felt like crap when I stopped cos my heart literally felt like it was on fire but I'm glad to be up and moving again. Signing up hiphop 2 tomorrow! Cannot waittttttt.

And I slept a whole lot today = the entire afternoon. Bliss. Then my sis and I went grocery shopping to make our own ramly burgers after running hehe. I think we spend the most amount of money on food. Crazy girl runs a whole lot faster than me that I feel like an old lady lagging behind too.








Can't believe we're sisters. Haha! She's so tanned and I'm as white as a sheet. Edward Cullen's ugly girlfriend. Look at my eyebags...

Also! SHINee won Mubank yesterday and Onew cried buckets, thus being unable to show his face in any of the pictures below but hehe I'm still so happy.





Hehe I want a cake like this for my birthday too. Personalised to the max.





Sighhh was watching SHINee's Yunhanam again yesterday and I really miss their old hair, when it was all just boringly straight and flat they looked so cute! I'm getting used to Key's hair but...mhmm.






Picture credits to Omonatheydidnt.

Last week of school next week and then 3 weeks of studying for the BMR exam. Life is gooooood.



And happy birthday to brighten than gems Tiffany on your 21st birthday! Your birthday marks the 1st of August...goodness. Just 5 more months to the end of the year. Just 5 more...